you have to want it

I'm blogging at an oddly honest moment.
"Tonight is a special night," say Tricky and the Gravediggaz.
I usually try to blog about interesting things and avoid the introspective mushy shit but tonight I want to indulge myself a little bit.
Just a bit.
I am tossed about on waves of doubt.
Get over it!
Now playing: Coil - Where are you?